Stupid Infatuation

"Sometimes I just think you'd be happier with him... you could do so much better than me." URG!Why must he say those things, as if to say i'm perfect. I'm not, and i'm willing to let a few imperfections slide, come on now. But none the less, whenever someone says something to me, ( me being always over analyzing everything!)
well...I think about it. I consider it. I reminesce. It's not like i've never liked him. There was a time when I really had my heart set on him. He's really awesome, it's no surprise that TONS of girls like him. No surprise that I liked him. He's funny, kind, smart, punny (haha, sorry), and he's so talented. It's unbelieveable the things he can do on the piano. I really loved hanging out with him during marching band too... I remember when we found out we were going to state. While we were waiting for the announcement my friends and I were like huddled and holding hands or crossing our fingers or something. Then as soon as they said our school, the next thing I know, I was hugging him. I felt like I was flying and time just froze at that second for some infathomable reason. And We can always joke around with eachother and we also have quite a few common interests. But anyways. My point is, well... I care about both of them. But I wish he wouldn't doubt... or question himself. Self Image is really a reflection, if you see yourself as belittled or less than you are, your gonna have to make people dig up to find the real you when you could just be greatful from the beginning. " Flowers buried in snow are just as lovely but some people won't want to take the time to unbury them" Just be who you are, your wonderful! If only he'd think that more...